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Macro Micro Conflict January 29, 2007

Posted by Kedar in atheism, atheist, buddhism, conflict, east, eastern, heisenberg, hinduism, karma, macro, micro, objective, objectivity, oriental, philosophy, quantum, relativity, spiritual, spirituality, subjective, subjectivity, theory, uncertainty, unified, world, zen.
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Long back when astronomers were looking at the stars and planets, and calculating ‘path of revolution of stars around the earth’, they ran into several discrepancies. So they came up with more complicated equations to explain those discrepancies. That gave rise to more discrepancies. So they came up with even more complex equations.

At last Copernicus stood up and said “Wait a minute guys. It doesn’t have to be this complex. The mistake might be in our assumptions, not theories. May be the earth is not the center of the universe.”

Thus began a revolution in modern astronomy. The revolution continued with Galileo, leapfrogged with Newton and exploded with Max Plank. Then came Einstein and said “Wait a minute, still something is weird. May be the world has no center, no absolute frame of reference at all. Everything is just relative to each other.”

To put relativity in simplest form, imagine you are hanging in deep black space everywhere around you, and your friend is also hanging in deep black space everywhere around her. Suddenly your friend starts moving towards you with great speed. You shout at her to watch out and not to move so fast. She shouts back at you the same thing. Nobody can decide who is moving and who is still. Only thing that can be said is that relative to one, the other is moving.

Is this the time for us to ditch the last assumption of science- that the knowledge is objective and no matter who is trying to know it (or knows it), it is same?

Today, one of the most interesting quests in Cosmology seems to be reconciliation of Quantum Theory and Theory of relativity. To quote the simplest explanation in Briane Greene’s book “The Elegant Universe”, Quantum Theory explains the phenomena at the micro level and Theory of Relativity explains the events and things at macro level. At some points there is a strong mismatch in results provided by Quantum Theory and Theory of Relativity.

On a totally different track, imagine the question “Wasting one minute in life is OK, but wasting one million minutes is not OK. Where is the line? Wasting exactly how many minutes is OK and wasting one more than that limit is not OK?”

The same question can be asked about wasting one dollar or wasting one million dollar, or almost anything at small level and large level. The answer is that there is no answer. There will always remain a conflict between answers when events are considered at micro level and at macro level. A macro-micro conflict. The same thing applying to cosmology, there will always remain a conflict that cannot be solved.

Or let me rephrase this. The macro-micro conflict cannot be solved at objective level. The conflict can be solved at subjective individual level. If we insist on solution, it can be solved, but answers would differ from individual to individual with no possibility of reconciliation.

Let me explain a bit more why I am saying the conflict can only be solved at subjective level.

So far science has treated consciousness or awareness or aliveness in general as mere neuro-chemical anomaly. But without acknowledging it as such, science has made room for the ‘knower’ in one of the very important theories. Heisenberg Uncertainty. If somebody tries to know the position of electron, it introduces uncertainty in the position of electron. So in inverse, we can say that if there is found an unsolvable uncertainty, it must be because of presence of some knower.

In this case, it’s us. The Quantum theory and Theory of Relativity cannot reconcile because of “Us”. Because we are present. The quantum theory predictions can only be verified for “observed electrons”, which have knower induced uncertainty in them. But the object dealt with by theory of relativity are big and human existence cannot induce any uncertainty in them. Thus the conflict.
If we insist on solving, the uncertainty induced by each person, or each knower will be different. So different people trying to solve this will come up with different answers.

Kind of the same thing happens when we tackle the one-minute million minute question. Depending on who is answering it, what does that person want, believe, etc. the answers will be different if forced to answer.

Reminds me of a story.

After a long speech by a zen master, a person walked up to him with lots of notes and books. He told the master that some statement made in the speech was wrong and went on to prove it using his notes and books. The master simply smiled and told him “Yes, you are right.” and walked away.

The person got confused. He again followed the master and said “So I just proved that all what you said was wrong?”

The master smiled and said ” No, you proved that what you heard was wrong.”

Between what I say and what you hear, what I write and what you read, there stands a giant layer of subjectivity of your and my interaction. More often than not we are in denial of this subjectivity.  However the fact remains. Your world and my world will never be 100% reconciled. There will exist a point where both of us will be right, yet we might be in conflict with each other.

Cycle of Will January 18, 2007

Posted by Kedar in atheism, atheist, conflict, cycle, desire, east, eastern, hindu, hinduism, india, karma, oriental, philosophy, spiritual, spirituality, zen.
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Every day we are walking new paths in the material world. But in emotional world, persons and families and societies are walking the same paths for centuries. Same play, different actors. Same story new characters.

It begins with a conflict. Conflict brings a sense of agony, where we know we want change, but we can’t figure out what. It’s a first vague reaction. This agony when simmers for some time, gives rise to desire where we know what change is required. Yet we don’t know how. Desire stays at the back of our experience and being. Slowly by osmosis, it permeates into our perceptions. Now we have a mind. Reflexes are built in. Habits are forged. It results into sponteneous action. Finally it leads to knowledge and fullfillment.

Any attempts to reach quick gratification leads to faulty perception of this world, which leads to believing into mirages. Believing into mirages leads to more conflicts.

Howmuchever we hate conflicts and agony, we cannot deny their rightful place in our emotional cycle. No conflict, no experience of desire.

Walking in circles, walking in circles, it’s a mad mad world.

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My Lessons from The Story of Tao January 17, 2007

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If you have not yet read my previous post, please read it here.

Following are the important lessons I should learn from the story of Tao

Not knowing what you are being punished for is perhaps part of your punishment.

The story of Tao tells us one important thing. When I come across a conflict, I can believe that the universe is unbalanced and unjust and can go berserk. Or I can believe that I am failing to see some part of the whole chain of events. The immediate next question is why am I failing to see part of that chain. Perhaps by my own direct or indirect choice of ignorance.

 We are unhappy, it is not because out will is not getting fulfilled. But it is because we do not know which of our will is getting fulfilled. Not knowing for what you are being punished, is part of punishment.

If we don’t know, than it is our choice.

And why did we not know for what we are being punished? Because we did not want to know. How this component gets added in punishment? By our choice. We chose to forget things in order to feel surprised later and bring some drama to our life.

If Tao had chosen to face punishment while he retained memories of his crime, he would have gained knowledge and seen harmony. Instead he chooses to limit his perception so that he can believe world can be cheated. This way he pumped up his “High” feelings and kicks. He chose the belief that ‘world need not be balanced’. This belief will cause him as much trouble later as he avoided by creating this belief.

Getting closure is previlege. It needs to be earned. 

May it be our crusade to be rich or may it be the agony we felt when our money was stolen. What we are looking for is closure. That’s why we need every book and every movie to start with a conflict and end in “happily thereafter”. It is not the pains or atrocity we are afraid of. We are secretly afraid of not having closure, not seeing the victim get punished, not seeing our efforts rewarded.

In case of Tao we see that conflict is property more of Tao’s perception than that of the material universe. And so is closure. Getting closure is a privilege, not birthright. That needs too be earned by facing the truth, taking pains to form a right perception. You deserve closure only if you earned it.

Earning closure points comes with it’s own costs. More we see closure, more we see harmony. More we see harmony, more we lose drama in this world. Which one is better? I don’t know. I guess when your time to seek harmony comes, you seek harmony.

One thing I know for sure is that the harmonious world really looks serene and beautiful.

Trends of Mind January 16, 2007

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When it comes to balancing a bank account, a billion dollars = a million dollars thousand times.

When it comes to bringing happiness, a billion dollars = a million dollars and three zeros.

All along the life, we let the sense of linearity fool us. It is deeply ingrained in our perception and we are not even aware of it most of the times.

A two inch deep cut does not hurt twice as one inch deep cut. Two insults do not bring twice as much grief as one insult. Two rewards do not bring twice as much pride. Third reward brings almost none.

The world may or may not run in line. We will never know, because we never live long enough to figure out the true trend.  But our emotions don’t run on a line. They run in circles, cycles. They shoot up, then they max out and mostly they recede like a parting tide.

A Poem By Dalai Lama January 15, 2007

Posted by Kedar in Blogroll, buddha\, buddhism, east, eastern, india, mahayana, oriental, philosophy, spiritual, spirituality, tao.
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A beautiful poem. Got it in email. Claimed to be from Dalai Lama, but could not verify it. The last two lines make me wonder if Dalai Lama would write some lile like “Hit Delete”, which is targeted specifically for email. But nonetheles, a beautiful poem.

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In our times,
Height of skyscrapers increased, but did that of humanity decreased?
Rodes widened, but did the viewpoints narrowed?
Expenses increased, but did the savings dwindled?
Expanded homes, but small families.
Pleasures increased, but the fun reduced.
Free time increased, but the fun reduced.
Degrees and diplomas increased, but wisdom went down.
Mountains of information, but noone to point the correctness.
Lot of medicines, but less health.
Ownership increased, values went down?
We talk a lot, love less and hate easily
Standard of life increased, but life became poorer.
We added years in life, but not life to those years.
We visited the moon, but we are not visiting the neighbor.
we are winning outside, but losing within.
We are trying to purify air, but our soul suffocates.
Income increased, but honesty decreased.
This is time of more tall people, but less towering characters.
Tons of profits, but less of relations.
Talks about world peace, but fights in home.
Time at hand, but fun already lost.
Lots of foods, but no taste.
More people earning, but divorces increased.
Houses decorated, but homes devastated.
Lots of showpieces in windows, but rooms empty.
There is technology today,
to make this letter reach to you.
And you still have freedom,
To take a serious look,
If you want to change something, change,
Or just forget it and hit delete.

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The story of Tao January 8, 2007

Posted by Kedar in atheism, atheist, buddhism, east, eastern, hindu, hinduism, mahayana, maya, oriental, philosophy, spiritual, spirituality, tao, yang, yin, zen.
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One day I asked myself an important question “Why do I want what I want?”.

Whenever I wanted something, I almost took granted that I am justified in wanting and pursuing it. I explored the world to find fulfillment. However rarely I had explored the intricate world of my desires.

And I thought the story of Tao.

Tao is a person just like you and me. When the story starts, Tao is living in the land of normal people. He is just living normal life. His rating for the world as interesting place to live is 5 on the scale of 1 to 10. 10 is heaven, 1 is hell.

Tao lives in a civilized society, but Tao harbors wild desires in his mind. Desires to have sex with women without their consent. Desires to just overpower people and rob their money. Desires to kill the people he does not like.

Tao’s mind turns in evil machine. One day Tao finds a beautiful woman alone in corner and rapes her. He is prosecuted, but there is not enough evidence. Judge asks him, “Do you want to confess?”

Tao thinks about his options. If he confesses, he has to go to jail. That means wild people, bad food, confinement. If he denies the charge, he walks free. That means free society, good food, no confinement.

Tao lies and says he is innocent.

Next day Tao robs another person.

Again arrest and prosecution. Again not enough evidence. Again Tao refuses to speak the truth and avoids punishment.

Now Tao is so happy. This seems like a good world. You can get everything and do not have to pay for anything. Tao rates the world as 10 , the most interesting place to live.

But now Tao wants more because he thinks he can have more. If the world improved from 5 to 10 in last few years, why should it not improve from 10 to 15? He asks a wise man “How to get more of what I want?”

“You have to be in company of people who think like you” the wise one answers back.

Tao logs on Internet and finds about land of wild people. He boards a boat and lands in the land of wild people. At the first moment, he sees a beautiful woman. He looks around to make sure no cops are in sight. Suddenly he remembers reading that there are no cops in the land of wild people. “Perfect” he smiles to himself and grabs and rapes the woman. “Don’t even have to worry about cops here. What the nice place this world is.” He does his evil routine.

Whistling, he is walking on the street. Couldn’t have been happier.

Suddenly his eyes are covered by somebody’s hand. He is overpowered.

Next thing he knows is he is raped, robbed and beaten.

Lying in dust, he is shocked. He never experienced something so demeaning to human body. Nobody told him anything about this. He was never expecting to get raped.

He blames God. He rates the world, as -10.

The story does not end. In fact the story never ends. Sorry, let me correct. The story does not end unless Tao wants it to end.

Let us take a look at what happens when the story takes another turn.

Variation number 2:

When he is asked to confess his crime, Tao thinks “what is right thing to do?”

His mind answers “Right thing to do is take the punishment”

Tao takes the punishment. He goes in jail, where people rape him, rob him and beat him. Tao comes out of jail. He still wants to be wild. But he knows a lot more about being wild. He does not need to look up on Internet. He knows exactly where is the land of wild people.

He also rates the world as 5.

He goes to the land of wild people. He has fun robbing, raping and beating others. And one day comes his turn. He is robbed and raped and beaten. He lies in dust.

He gets up and walks away. He was never expecting NOT to get beaten, robbed or raped.

Variation number 3:

Tao is still practicing wild desires in the world of normal people, still avoiding punishment. One day Tao goes for cut. A memory cut. People get a choice to decide what memories to keep and what to get rid of. To start fresh life, people get rid of memories but keep desires. Because growing desires from scratch is a lot of work.

Tao takes memory cut. Now he does not remember anything in the past. He still has wild desires. He reads about land of wild people on Internet and takes a boat there. This time, right on the first step, he gets insulted, beaten, robbed.

He lies in dust cursing God. “This is unbelievable. How could this happen to me? What have I done wrong? I don’t remember anything that makes me deserve such atrocities”

Variation number 4:

Same as story number 3 above. But this time Tao has taken his punishment before going for memory cut. He still retains his desires, but now he is not wild about “wild” world, but knows how to live there in case he lands there.

And eventually when he lands there, he does not expect NOT to get raped, beaten or robbed.

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The story explains in oversimplified terms how the balance and equilibrium between Tao and the world is maintained without any enforcer. Tao chooses conditioning his mind receives and also he chooses the company he wants to keep. If he walks in wild society with a mind conditioned in civilized society, he finds big surprises and extreme drama in this world. If he walks in wild society with his mind conditioned for wild society, he finds harmony and balance and peace of mind even in the midst of hell.

The story creates basis for my further interrogation of the question ‘Why do we want what we want”? Why does Tao want what he wants? For one moment let us keep aside the debate of free will and consider what we want or at least the part of it, our will, has to do with what we are doing.

Tao wants material pleasures. He wants gratification. That is no problem, till he starts wanting things that are essentially in conflict with each other. He wants honor and respect in civilized society without caring to reciprocate those gestures. He wants to think that such a thing is possible and sustainable. From such confusion he eventually finds himself in a situation where he cannot get all what he wants. He creates kind of lose-lose situation for himself.

Next time you find yourself in a situation where you did not have enough good choices, do not blame the world for putting you in trouble. Instead ask yourself how did you end up wanting more than this situation has to offer.